Awake.
Open to morning’s uncertainty
and basking in the night’s wit.
I sit thoughtless
with pen in hand
and mind on a late train-
it’s looking for answers
and roaming to untold fantasies.
But the night is young,
but younger are its stars…
Its moon…
and all with light.
It’s the empty skies, the dark shadows
and the vastness of its nothingness
that makes you age, that makes you
wonder
why? and how?
and
Why the how?
There are untold beauties hiding beneath rocks we never care to look under,
There is this penetrating happiness exuding from such filth.
It’s this hapiness that comes from the simplicity of a seemingly uneventful day.
It’s that smile you give to someone.
It’s that random act of kindness.
It’s that habit you dropped.
It’s the person you finally forgave.
It’s your life that you are finally living.
There is an awakeness you gain from young nights
that are all but young.
They are somewhat unforgiving
and thought provoking.
Experience tends to add on years to your age.
So why not just live older, die younger…
and find yourself somewhere in between.
Try to ignore the lifeless trends and the monotony that accompaniesa shallow society we call home.
To escape such routine, is not to be free…but to merely live.